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i feel so quick, sharp, like a razorblade. my mind is going nuts, i honestly feel like i'm just sitting here looking at things, but at the same time, i'm going through an information super highway, just glancing at things and getting them right away, grabbing and analyzing like a little kid. this picture was from wrapping my own presents the night of my birthday. another day, another great high.
By the way, there is this great site, PETA2!, and it's really cool, you can get a bunch of stuff from it about being vegetarian or vegan, (I'm vegan), and it's just really great. Look around, do whatever. They have a bunch of stuff you can check out. | | |
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i'm completely empty. a month ago life was great and now, nothing. i can make everything better, but i dont know how long that will take. i need to focus on myself before i can focus on what other people are doing to me, and i guess i can't handle a heartbreak when i feel so awful about myself. recently something really great ended, i just want him to be happy. i guess all i can do now is work hard. | | |
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this is from animal collective, 9/29. yesterday i went to jens lekman. the music was great, the show was great. it was just so happy and simple and fun. Jens is such a cutie :). at the beginning of "your arms around me" he said, "i would just like to say, before i play this next song, that i would cut off my right arm for a lover" well, if you like jens, i would like you to know, that it was just a wonderful show and that you should go to one if you have the chance. i just counted and i have seen 32 bands/musicians in 2007. im counting on adding like 10 more before this year is over. shows are just SO much fun, and you meet such nice people.
i was slicing up an avocado
when you came up behind me
with your quiet brand new sneakers
your reflection i did not see
it was the hottest day in august
and we were heading for the sea
for a second my mind started drifting
you put your arms around me
you put your arms around me
you put your arms around
blood sprayed on the kitchen sink
whats this? i had time to think
i see the tip of my index finger
my mind is slowly creating a link
from your mouth speaks your lovely voice
the best comments ive ever heard
oh honey you've cut off your finger
i bet thats gotta hurt
you put your arms me
you put your arms me
you put your arms around
i must've passed out on the porch
id never seen so many bright stars
when i wake up im in the waiting room
of the local e.r.
my hand is wrapped in toilet paper
and my shirts all blood red
i see you standing there like an angel
and i say baby i must be dead
you put your arms around me
you put your arms around me
you put your arms around me | | |
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i feel pretty sick, i stayed home the past two days. when i took this picture, i was thinking about that feeling you get when you know a storm is coming. the wind is blowing, the clouds are grey and moving in. it's kind of how i feel right now, but not in a sad way. i realized this morning, how i want my life to be. i was making iced tea in a pitcher with flowered designs on it. the sun was kind of shining in, and i was wearing a red checkerboard apron, and i thought, this is so quaint. when i find the nice boy that i want to settle down with, i want us to make tea in the mornings in big pitchers, and lay in the grass and take Polaroid pictures, or sit in our living room, listen to records and just talk or hold hands or lay together or something. i don't know, maybe i'm crazy and i'm the only one who feels this way. | | |
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sorry i didnt update yesterday. i have 722 reasons. #1-720 are the numbers of cookies i baked for young socialist club's table for political party day. #721 was that i had an ap bio test today to study for, and #722 is that the psats are on saturday morning. i THINK i'm going to be velma ( from scooby doo) for halloween, like this costume idea from american apparel.. what are you going to be?  | | |
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